So wow..alot has happened since I have been back at school! The best thing so far..is that I moved in with my best friend Sam, who lives 3 doors down! I have the top bunk though..but its fun! Another good thing that has happened..is that I got back together with Chris...Im so excited! It just proves..that everything happens for a reason...and you just got to let things happen the way their supposed to. So everything is great. Im concentrating on school, reading and studying alot. My classes are good. I know a couple of people in each class, which is fun. The weather has been weird, it was warm, and now it snowed! Oh well...colorado weather..is crazy!

Oh yeah, DUKE LOST!!! It was kinda funny, but sad, since it was Georgetown who beat them...oh well! Any given team can win on any given night..lol...But I should get back to studying and what not...have a great day...

keep smiling

KC

Well, Im finally back at school!!!!Im soo excited! I start classes tommorrow, but oh well! Im just happy to be back! So I actually have something to do during the day. I had to move back in on saturday, and then went out then picked up Sam at the airport on sunday and we drove back up to school! And I hung out with some crazy kid..and now Im just getting ready for classes to start! Im taking 16 credits..so it should be a rough time...but ha what can ya do! So....yeah...nothing much to say...well I hope everyone had a great weekend!

Keep smiling

KC

well today was just another boring day. I got up and I  had to go to get a colorado license..that took forever..and the people were so rude. And my mom yelled at me for being rude back. oh well...lol...after that I came back home and just did somethings talked online, watched some movies. I finally got to eat my favorite ice cream in the world....dave matthews band flavor from ben and jerrys! its soo good...if you havent tried it you should!!!

I wonder why everything happens for a reason. Have you ever wondered what life is really about? Like maybe theres something more we have to know about life. I get lost sometimes just wondering what life is about, and why everything happens the way it does. Oh well..I guess you can just go day by day..andhope for the best. And I realized that Im not scared of dying...just scared of what Ill miss....weird i know..

I know this might be a gay song but it really sums up what Im going thru with someone...eo enjoy...all of those words...this one person has told me over and over again...and I found it all in this song..weird huh..ha

I've given every moment I had
Still I can never seem to keep up with you
You're done with one mile, and on to another one thousand
Still I could never seem to keep up with you

I know you'll be better off without me when I'm gone
You know you're beautiful
You're beautiful

[Chorus]
Shine on
You were made to shine on
and you know I love you
even if we can or can't be friends I'll be with you till the very end
Shine on
You were made to

It's keeping me awake everynight
But I can never seem to give up on you

I know you'll be better off without me when I'm gone
You know you're beautiful
You're beautiful

[Chorus]
Shine on
You were made to shine on
and you know I love you
even if we can or can't be friends I'll be with you till the very end
Shine on
You were made to

Nobody's wrong
Nobody's right
Keep moving on

Shine on
You were made to shine on

[Chorus]
Shine on
You were made to shine on
and you know I love you
even if we can or can't be friends
You're gonna be better than you've ever been so
Shine on

You're gonna be just fine
You're gonna be alright love
You're gonna be just fine
You're gonna be alright love
-shine on/ryan cabrera

So I cant wait to learn how to snowboard...it sounds scary, but I think I can do it lol! There is no point in living out here in colorado if you dont ski or board. So I mush learn. All my friends out here either ski or board and everytime they go I cant go cause theres nothing else to do but shop and tube...haha I dont want to be the only tuber out there!

Well I think Im outta here....keep smiling

KC

well today was an ok day. I woke upat like 12...and that made me happy that I got to sleep in, but then my mom came in my room and told me I  had to go to the dentist and get 3 more cavaties filled...that ruined my day right there. I was at that denstist seriously forever. And now my mouth is sore. But oh well....so I waited for the rest of the evening for my face to get unnumb and it took like 2 hours. And then I went tanning. I just got back and now am watching movies. Yeah I know Im a loser. Its hard when I have no friends where my parents live. And I cant go back to school until sunday. I applied for a job today..exciting! lol..hopefully I get it because it be nice to get some cash here and there. And plus..I plus I need to start saving up for spring break in FLORIDA! I know its not as great as puerto rico or anything but I just need to get away. Hopefully Ill get to see the love of my life...colin smith! lol!

So I realized why I have been so depressed for awhile. I figured that I chose to be sad, and angry all the time. When I can simply just chose to be happy, and be myself again. So look out guys...I think Im back for good..and Im not leaving again. Many of you might not know what Im talking about...but just be glad that Im still the weird spazy girl that you all love! lol! I know I can be crazy...but its still fun..ha

Well I think its that time that I get out of here...keep smiling

KC